2015-09-11 06:43.57 easylee: sitting at may balcony i realized sth
2015-09-11 06:44.03 easylee: my*
2015-09-11 06:44.19 easylee: i had several appartments and hoses in my life
2015-09-11 06:44.26 easylee: houses
2015-09-11 06:44.36 easylee: the only one i could relx totally
2015-09-11 06:45.06 easylee: was a huge appartment in 5th floor (which was the highest in that building)
2015-09-11 06:45.36 easylee: actually i am living in a ground floor apartment
2015-09-11 06:45.42 easylee: even if u own a house
2015-09-11 06:45.54 easylee: its much better to live in a high floor
2015-09-11 06:46.05 Woody: ÓÕèç
2015-09-11 06:46.07 easylee: with good sound isolation
2015-09-11 06:46.08 Woody: sure
2015-09-11 06:46.27 easylee: had a view onto the city park that time
2015-09-11 06:46.32 easylee: was amazing
2015-09-11 06:46.40 Ninja_Pirate: sounds it
2015-09-11 06:47.10 easylee: the kitchen was huge and had one window into backyard which was for light only
2015-09-11 06:47.18 Ninja_Pirate: where i live, i can see over lots of fields and there are some hills in the distance
2015-09-11 06:47.27 easylee: sounds nice a s well
2015-09-11 06:47.45 easylee: as i was living in big cities for years now
2015-09-11 06:47.54 easylee: i really can appreciate silence now
2015-09-11 06:48.13 Ninja_Pirate: if you go up the road to the left, it goes uphill. after a little, you can see for miles
2015-09-11 06:48.27 Ninja_Pirate: green, green and more green
2015-09-11 06:48.31 easylee: ^^
2015-09-11 06:48.36 Ninja_Pirate: it´s nice
2015-09-11 06:48.57 easylee: atm i am not living directly in the city
2015-09-11 06:49.01 Ninja_Pirate: when i was applying for art college a few years back, i had taken a picture from a certain spot up the road
2015-09-11 06:49.15 Ninja_Pirate: they found it hard to believe that the picture was taken nearby
2015-09-11 06:49.19 easylee: ^^
2015-09-11 06:49.46 easylee: a friend of mind made pictures the whole last spring and summer
2015-09-11 06:49.59 easylee: amazing what u can see in nature if u just look^^
2015-09-11 06:50.14 easylee: i learned to look again from her
2015-09-11 06:50.36 Ninja_Pirate: it´s frustrating because i like aspects of city life, but i also like the countryside
2015-09-11 06:50.43 easylee: same here
2015-09-11 06:50.56 Ninja_Pirate: in england, you´re not going to get good internet out in the countryside
2015-09-11 06:51.13 easylee: thats why i usually choose locations nearby the big city i work in
2015-09-11 06:51.13 Ninja_Pirate: and my buses into the city are every 2 hours. last one home at 5:20pm
2015-09-11 06:51.20 easylee: argh
2015-09-11 06:51.34 easylee: concerning the "look"
2015-09-11 06:51.39 easylee: recently
2015-09-11 06:51.49 easylee: i walked down a road between two fields
2015-09-11 06:51.57 easylee: and found sth weird
2015-09-11 06:52.06 easylee: on both sides
2015-09-11 06:52.15 easylee: the whole length
2015-09-11 06:52.24 easylee: there have been circles
2015-09-11 06:52.31 easylee: half circles
2015-09-11 06:52.36 easylee: on the road
2015-09-11 06:52.44 easylee: brushed into the dust
2015-09-11 06:52.51 easylee: funky pictur
2015-09-11 06:52.55 easylee: funky picture
2015-09-11 06:53.01 Ninja_Pirate: that sounds odd
2015-09-11 06:53.06 easylee: and
2015-09-11 06:53.14 easylee: it was an easy explanation
2015-09-11 06:53.38 easylee: the crops which got pressed down by the wind
2015-09-11 06:53.47 easylee: brushed those circles in the dust
2015-09-11 06:53.55 Ninja_Pirate: aaah, i see
2015-09-11 06:54.01 easylee: interesting isnt it?
2015-09-11 06:54.18 easylee: if u just look u can see so many things
2015-09-11 06:54.27 easylee: this friend
2015-09-11 06:54.39 easylee: made thousands of such pictures
2015-09-11 06:54.47 easylee: of phenomenons
2015-09-11 06:55.01 easylee: i was overwhelmed and learned to look again
2015-09-11 06:55.18 easylee: she is a phenomenon herself anyway^^
2015-09-11 06:55.26 Ninja_Pirate: in a good way?
2015-09-11 06:55.31 easylee: yes
2015-09-11 06:55.39 easylee: she is a working colleague
2015-09-11 06:55.46 easylee: she has one problem only
2015-09-11 06:56.07 easylee: she has such aperceptive and creative soul
2015-09-11 06:56.28 easylee: that she has trouble to work effectively
2015-09-11 06:56.36 easylee: here is my part^^
2015-09-11 06:56.50 easylee: i have to force her into functionality
2015-09-11 06:56.56 easylee: i dont like that role
2015-09-11 06:57.05 easylee: but thats how she surviverd so far
2015-09-11 06:57.14 Ninja_Pirate: does she appreciate it?
2015-09-11 06:57.17 easylee: yes
2015-09-11 06:57.23 Ninja_Pirate: that´s good then
2015-09-11 06:57.27 easylee: on the other hand she inspires me a lot
2015-09-11 06:57.48 easylee: she recently participated in a very intersting theatre performance
2015-09-11 06:57.56 easylee: at night
2015-09-11 06:57.59 easylee: in the city
2015-09-11 06:58.03 easylee: outside
2015-09-11 06:58.19 easylee: the participants walked to different places in the city
2015-09-11 06:58.31 easylee: which have an historic background
2015-09-11 06:58.42 easylee: where the actors performed scenes
2015-09-11 06:58.54 easylee: related to that
2015-09-11 06:59.06 easylee: she played a torture victim
2015-09-11 06:59.12 easylee: almost fully naked
2015-09-11 06:59.18 easylee: courageous
2015-09-11 06:59.35 Ninja_Pirate: that sort of thing would cause an outrage in this country
2015-09-11 06:59.39 easylee: as there were people who didnt even know that it was an performance
2015-09-11 06:59.53 easylee: i liked that confusing aspect
2015-09-11 07:00.14 Ninja_Pirate: i have a lot of respect for people who can do that
2015-09-11 07:00.16 easylee: its part of the philosophy of a famous director
2015-09-11 07:00.17 Ninja_Pirate: because i couldn´t
2015-09-11 07:00.26 easylee: "verfremdung"
2015-09-11 07:00.31 easylee: by "brecht"
2015-09-11 07:00.36 easylee: berthold brecht
2015-09-11 07:00.46 easylee: he postulated in his theatre
2015-09-11 07:01.04 easylee: that the spectator has to be "estranged" - "verfremdet"
2015-09-11 07:01.23 easylee: so thats the key to locked doors of perception
2015-09-11 07:01.33 easylee: its true
2015-09-11 07:02.13 easylee: astonishing and irritating events open the perceptive neuronal paths
2015-09-11 07:02.30 easylee: you loose the usual control
2015-09-11 07:02.59 easylee: yea, she was courageous doing that^^
2015-09-11 07:03.04 Ninja_Pirate: hmm. the way human bodies work, along with the emotions and eveything is just mind boggling
2015-09-11 07:03.12 easylee: yes#
2015-09-11 07:03.18 easylee: but its very transparent
2015-09-11 07:03.24 easylee: the more u know about it
2015-09-11 07:03.29 easylee: the more shocking it is
2015-09-11 07:03.50 easylee: its easy to manipulate mankind
2015-09-11 07:03.59 easylee: very easy
2015-09-11 07:04.26 easylee: did u ever hear of the "rules of manipulation" by noam chomsky?
2015-09-11 07:04.48 easylee: just reading those few rules is a revelation
2015-09-11 07:05.03 easylee: as it reveals how easy it is indeed
2015-09-11 07:05.13 Ninja_Pirate: scary how easy it is
2015-09-11 07:05.18 easylee: and how much you are manipulated
2015-09-11 07:05.30 easylee: yes but one can sheld against it
2015-09-11 07:05.43 easylee: but as soon as you are knowing about it
2015-09-11 07:05.53 easylee: u enter a whole new world
2015-09-11 07:06.06 easylee: and leave many people behind
2015-09-11 07:06.12 easylee: thats sad
2015-09-11 07:06.30 easylee: you just cant tell them over and over again how manipulated they are
2015-09-11 07:06.36 easylee: they dont want to hear it
2015-09-11 07:06.43 easylee: so
2015-09-11 07:06.50 easylee: many people left behind
2015-09-11 07:06.56 easylee: which might have been friends
2015-09-11 07:07.12 easylee: its not possible to stay with the if they dont want to see
2015-09-11 07:07.17 Ninja_Pirate: i´ve been told i look into things too much/worry too much
2015-09-11 07:07.24 Ninja_Pirate: when i question things on the media
2015-09-11 07:07.46 easylee: its those phrases which are typical
2015-09-11 07:07.54 easylee: "worry"
2015-09-11 07:08.07 easylee: its not that you worry more if you see more
2015-09-11 07:08.18 Ninja_Pirate: i like to say that i just think for myself, and not what the media tells me to think
2015-09-11 07:08.28 easylee: sure thing
2015-09-11 07:09.06 easylee: we have a great group of linguistics in germnay
2015-09-11 07:09.11 easylee: who
2015-09-11 07:09.17 easylee: created a website
2015-09-11 07:09.24 easylee: with all those words
2015-09-11 07:09.38 easylee: which are nothing but
2015-09-11 07:09.45 easylee: euphemisms
2015-09-11 07:09.49 Woody: need to press same time?
2015-09-11 07:09.52 easylee: of really bad things
2015-09-11 07:09.56 easylee: or
2015-09-11 07:10.10 easylee: which are created to destroy efforts of transparency
2015-09-11 07:10.37 easylee: like (simple example): "conspiracy theory"
2015-09-11 07:10.48 easylee: they gave it a name
2015-09-11 07:10.57 easylee: "neusprech.org"
2015-09-11 07:11.07 easylee: "newspeek.org"
2015-09-11 07:11.20 easylee: its derived from orwells 1984
2015-09-11 07:11.27 Woody: need to press the same time?
2015-09-11 07:11.44 easylee: the list they created gets longer and longer
2015-09-11 07:11.56 Diego_{HoF}: where is the teleporter to spawn area
2015-09-11 07:12.00 easylee: politicans and huge companies
2015-09-11 07:12.06 easylee: do create such words
2015-09-11 07:12.10 Woody: dont know
2015-09-11 07:12.21 easylee: to advertise bad things as adorable
2015-09-11 07:12.38 easylee: or camouflage them
2015-09-11 07:12.44 easylee: so
2015-09-11 07:13.06 easylee: if you analyze things with a linguistic approach
2015-09-11 07:13.14 easylee: like noam chomsky does
2015-09-11 07:13.26 easylee: i would go further than him though
2015-09-11 07:13.43 easylee: you realize how much our brain is caged in words and phrases
2015-09-11 07:13.50 easylee: and determined
2015-09-11 07:14.10 easylee: its of high effort to free oneself from that
2015-09-11 07:14.22 easylee: and the entry is difficult
2015-09-11 07:14.36 easylee: u need the "keymaker" of "the matrix"
2015-09-11 07:14.39 easylee: ^^
2015-09-11 07:14.57 easylee: but once a single door is opened
2015-09-11 07:15.05 easylee: and the approach is understandable
2015-09-11 07:15.18 easylee: the analysis
2015-09-11 07:15.41 easylee: is an exergon process
2015-09-11 07:15.49 easylee: which needs no ore fuel
2015-09-11 07:15.58 Ninja_Pirate: makes sense
2015-09-11 07:16.02 easylee: but its fueld by itself
2015-09-11 07:16.14 easylee: as if its started once
2015-09-11 07:16.22 easylee: knowledge
2015-09-11 07:16.27 easylee: is like an addiction
2015-09-11 07:16.32 easylee: if u start it
2015-09-11 07:16.36 easylee: u cant stop
2015-09-11 07:16.47 easylee: only if you deny
2015-09-11 07:16.58 easylee: and get braindead or wasehd
2015-09-11 07:17.03 easylee: washed*
2015-09-11 07:17.08 easylee: so
2015-09-11 07:17.16 easylee: step by step
2015-09-11 07:17.23 easylee: analyzing
2015-09-11 07:17.34 easylee: the determinating aspect of words and phrases
2015-09-11 07:17.49 easylee: and the resulting structures
2015-09-11 07:17.59 easylee: liberates step by step
2015-09-11 07:18.15 easylee: its a work you have to concentrate on
2015-09-11 07:18.26 easylee: you have to be focused for it
2015-09-11 07:18.47 easylee: otherwise you canexperience draftback feeelings
2015-09-11 07:19.03 easylee: and get paralyzed by it
2015-09-11 07:19.09 easylee: for a while
2015-09-11 07:19.16 easylee: but then the urge starts again^^
2015-09-11 07:19.28 easylee: too much?
2015-09-11 07:19.33 easylee: shall i stop?
2015-09-11 07:19.46 Ninja_Pirate: not at all, but i am thinking of sleeping
2015-09-11 07:19.56 Ninja_Pirate: been a long day
2015-09-11 07:20.00 easylee: oki^^
2015-09-11 07:20.09 Ninja_Pirate: i should be around later today
2015-09-11 07:20.22 easylee: stay on your things u got to do, ninja^^
2015-09-11 07:20.38 Ninja_Pirate: i´ve got some tweaks to make to my new map
2015-09-11 07:20.51 easylee: and the university?
2015-09-11 07:20.53 Ninja_Pirate: then it should be done before the weekend is over
2015-09-11 07:20.59 Ninja_Pirate: not moving until monday, now
2015-09-11 07:21.16 easylee: on monday your new semester starts?
2015-09-11 07:21.16 Ninja_Pirate: got my chest scan on tuesday, so i´m taking my things on monday
2015-09-11 07:21.29 Ninja_Pirate: coming back, going to my appointment on tuesday and then getting the train down
2015-09-11 07:21.35 Ninja_Pirate: classes start on the 21st
2015-09-11 07:21.44 easylee: u got internet there?
2015-09-11 07:21.52 Ninja_Pirate: 152mbps download :D
2015-09-11 07:21.55 easylee: lol
2015-09-11 07:22.05 easylee: still
2015-09-11 07:22.14 easylee: u shouldnt take UT with u^^
2015-09-11 07:22.15 easylee: .::LOL::.
2015-09-11 07:22.31 Ninja_Pirate: i only have 7 classes a week, spread over 4 days
2015-09-11 07:22.37 Ninja_Pirate: 2 of those days only have 1 class
2015-09-11 07:22.50 easylee: class is for how long?
2015-09-11 07:22.53 easylee: 1 hour?
2015-09-11 07:23.04 Ninja_Pirate: depends. some are 1 hours, some are 2, one is 2 and a half
2015-09-11 07:23.16 easylee: thats manageable^^
2015-09-11 07:23.28 easylee: ah yes
2015-09-11 07:23.32 easylee: the students life
2015-09-11 07:23.33 Ninja_Pirate: but on two days, i have to walk 45 minutes for an hour lesson
2015-09-11 07:23.34 easylee: lol
2015-09-11 07:23.37 Ninja_Pirate: just to walk 45 minutes back
2015-09-11 07:23.48 easylee: nice training^^
2015-09-11 07:23.57 Ninja_Pirate: that will be my exercise
2015-09-11 07:24.16 easylee: use it for a brainstorming^^
2015-09-11 07:24.24 Ninja_Pirate: it´ll help clear my mind
2015-09-11 07:24.29 easylee: or for identifying cages^^
2015-09-11 07:24.37 easylee: ^^
2015-09-11 07:25.03 easylee: ok then, hang in there!^^
2015-09-11 07:25.08 easylee: lol
2015-09-11 07:25.14 Ninja_Pirate: i should see you later, i guess!
2015-09-11 07:25.15 easylee: good night ninja^^
2015-09-11 07:25.20 easylee: bb^^
2015-09-11 07:25.27 easylee: there he is^^
2015-09-11 07:25.33 easylee: FBT forever!
2015-09-11 07:25.37 easylee: .::LOL::.
2015-09-11 07:25.39 easylee: uhm
2015-09-11 07:32.49 Allwyn: you changed your look?
2015-09-11 07:33.34 Allwyn: !v