2015-11-10 06:49.40 dU.Suz: i found that spot by accident, really
2015-11-10 06:49.45 easylee:erm
2015-11-10 06:49.57 dU.Suz: i got curious about those holes and jumped in
2015-11-10 06:49.58 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 06:50.00 dU.Suz: and found it
2015-11-10 06:50.04 easylee:and it has adrenaline?
2015-11-10 06:50.11 dU.Suz: yes and a shield belt
2015-11-10 06:50.11 easylee:like in the new UT versions?
2015-11-10 06:50.17 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 06:50.43 easylee:adrenaline pills are like speed relic
2015-11-10 06:50.47 dU.Suz: yeah
2015-11-10 06:50.48 easylee:in the new UT
2015-11-10 06:50.51 easylee:roger
2015-11-10 06:51.12 dU.Suz: no one would ever thought of looking at those cubby holes where the behemoths are
2015-11-10 06:51.25 easylee:did u say noone?
2015-11-10 06:51.32 easylee:i check every hole lol
2015-11-10 06:51.36 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 06:51.46 dU.Suz: well, did you check those holes??
2015-11-10 06:51.59 easylee:i didnt play that map much yet
2015-11-10 06:52.04 easylee:not once full
2015-11-10 06:52.08 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 06:52.16 dU.Suz: yes, you quitted this time so
2015-11-10 06:52.18 dU.Suz: lazy
2015-11-10 06:52.20 easylee:.::LOL::.
2015-11-10 06:52.27 easylee:too many unknown holes
2015-11-10 06:52.41 dU.Suz: i would not take you for a man afraid of holes
2015-11-10 06:52.52 easylee:yes, irrritating isnt it?
2015-11-10 06:52.59 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 06:53.02 dU.Suz: nah
2015-11-10 06:53.05 dU.Suz: just surprising
2015-11-10 06:53.39 easylee:i could procced by saying, that i had seen
2015-11-10 06:53.45 easylee:too many
2015-11-10 06:53.48 easylee:.::LOL::.
2015-11-10 06:53.50 easylee:but
2015-11-10 06:54.02 dU.Suz: uh huh
2015-11-10 06:54.07 easylee:that could cause a niveau alert
2015-11-10 06:54.36 dU.Suz: well, it wouldn´t have shocked me one bit
2015-11-10 06:54.39 easylee:ambivalent affair
2015-11-10 06:54.42 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 06:54.47 dU.Suz: eh
2015-11-10 06:55.01 easylee:some day you cant stop thinking
2015-11-10 06:55.03 easylee:about it
2015-11-10 06:55.09 easylee:other days
2015-11-10 06:55.19 dU.Suz: o.o
2015-11-10 06:55.23 easylee:u are saturated^^
2015-11-10 06:55.30 easylee:quite normal i guess
2015-11-10 06:55.40 dU.Suz: i suppose
2015-11-10 06:56.01 easylee:.::LOL::.
2015-11-10 06:56.08 easylee:any news from the frontlines?
2015-11-10 06:56.16 dU.Suz: which ones?
2015-11-10 06:56.19 easylee:lol
2015-11-10 06:56.29 Papa_Emeritus: hi lee
2015-11-10 06:56.34 easylee:hello^^
2015-11-10 06:56.48 easylee:those you are involved
2015-11-10 06:57.00 dU.Suz: well, apologies were received
2015-11-10 06:57.05 easylee:nice
2015-11-10 06:57.16 dU.Suz: things seemed to be on track, but spiraled a bit
2015-11-10 06:57.23 dU.Suz: downward spiral
2015-11-10 06:57.31 easylee:i recently expereinced a bad story
2015-11-10 06:57.42 easylee:a good friend at work
2015-11-10 06:57.43 dU.Suz: so, i guess, it was good while it lasted, but hopes are pretty much dead and gone
2015-11-10 06:58.07 easylee:was really pissed about sth which wasnt caused by me
2015-11-10 06:58.14 dU.Suz: lucky you
2015-11-10 06:58.16 easylee:when i arrived at work
2015-11-10 06:58.23 easylee:he let out his anger about it
2015-11-10 06:58.34 easylee:i tried to calm him down
2015-11-10 06:58.41 easylee:in the end he shouted at me lol
2015-11-10 06:58.47 dU.Suz: how rude
2015-11-10 06:58.57 easylee:it was very rude lol
2015-11-10 06:59.02 dU.Suz: exactly
2015-11-10 06:59.09 easylee:as i tried to help him lol
2015-11-10 06:59.13 easylee:anyway
2015-11-10 06:59.16 dU.Suz: might as well just stay out of it
2015-11-10 06:59.23 easylee:i couldnt
2015-11-10 06:59.30 easylee:its the job
2015-11-10 06:59.36 easylee:u work too close together
2015-11-10 06:59.45 easylee:anyway
2015-11-10 06:59.51 easylee:what i wanted to point out
2015-11-10 07:00.00 easylee:since he used words and sentences
2015-11-10 07:00.03 easylee:vs me
2015-11-10 07:00.16 easylee:even when he apologized
2015-11-10 07:00.23 easylee:a line was crossed
2015-11-10 07:00.35 easylee:and the relationship wont be restorable
2015-11-10 07:00.38 easylee:as it was b4
2015-11-10 07:00.46 easylee:just an example
2015-11-10 07:00.48 dU.Suz: yes, was not expecting it to
2015-11-10 07:00.57 dU.Suz: well, that applies to my issues
2015-11-10 07:01.05 easylee:thats why i told it
2015-11-10 07:01.09 easylee:lol
2015-11-10 07:01.13 dU.Suz: was never expecting it to be exactly as it was
2015-11-10 07:01.22 dU.Suz: but a change in things, yes
2015-11-10 07:01.30 dU.Suz: something better
2015-11-10 07:01.33 dU.Suz: but, nope
2015-11-10 07:01.37 dU.Suz: not even close
2015-11-10 07:01.52 easylee:i met that friend again today
2015-11-10 07:02.03 easylee:i realized ive lost my trust
2015-11-10 07:02.11 easylee:in him
2015-11-10 07:02.13 easylee:so
2015-11-10 07:02.18 easylee:wont be restorable
2015-11-10 07:02.25 dU.Suz: i was told that
2015-11-10 07:02.37 dU.Suz: but, i think, i´m the one that should feel like that
2015-11-10 07:02.42 dU.Suz: yet, i don´t, not as much
2015-11-10 07:02.55 dU.Suz: i´m either too good or i have really no clue...
2015-11-10 07:03.01 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 07:03.35 easylee:jeez 7 already?
2015-11-10 07:03.41 dU.Suz: for you, yeah
2015-11-10 07:03.47 easylee:damn autumn, you dont realize its morning already
2015-11-10 07:04.11 dU.Suz: i think, you should have a word with him though
2015-11-10 07:04.21 dU.Suz: he might need some kind of support
2015-11-10 07:04.27 easylee:didn meet him in a while
2015-11-10 07:04.32 dU.Suz: that i just can´t give, apparently
2015-11-10 07:04.41 easylee:.::LOL::.
2015-11-10 07:04.43 dU.Suz: well
2015-11-10 07:04.44 easylee:rofl
2015-11-10 07:04.49 dU.Suz: oh shush
2015-11-10 07:05.02 dU.Suz: he´s barely here
2015-11-10 07:05.16 dU.Suz: appears when someone else is, then leaves right after that person leaves too
2015-11-10 07:05.18 Papa_Emeritus: i just got booted, connection-wise
2015-11-10 07:05.25 dU.Suz: if you have any other means to contact him, do it
2015-11-10 07:05.38 dU.Suz: he´s in a world of stress as it is
2015-11-10 07:05.46 easylee:yea
2015-11-10 07:06.15 easylee:but thats no news
2015-11-10 07:06.23 dU.Suz: eh, correct
2015-11-10 07:06.29 easylee:and if its changeable it will take a while
2015-11-10 07:06.43 dU.Suz: won´t be any time soon, from what he told me
2015-11-10 07:07.03 easylee:you know whats weird
2015-11-10 07:07.04 dU.Suz: and i´ve ran out of ways to try and help
2015-11-10 07:07.10 easylee:over the years
2015-11-10 07:07.20 easylee:i was and am in a lot of stress
2015-11-10 07:07.27 easylee:expecially at work as u can imagine
2015-11-10 07:07.31 dU.Suz: yes
2015-11-10 07:07.32 easylee:emergencies etc
2015-11-10 07:07.38 easylee:and
2015-11-10 07:07.45 easylee:i ve learned a lot
2015-11-10 07:07.56 easylee:to stay calm and react rationally
2015-11-10 07:08.08 easylee:in every new situation
2015-11-10 07:08.18 easylee:i do that wuite well as they say
2015-11-10 07:08.21 easylee:lol
2015-11-10 07:08.26 dU.Suz: well, i like the way you think
2015-11-10 07:08.27 easylee:but i still cant type lol
2015-11-10 07:08.32 dU.Suz: but he´s not like that
2015-11-10 07:08.45 easylee:wait a second b4 i finished my thought
2015-11-10 07:08.58 easylee:its a good feeling
2015-11-10 07:09.05 easylee:to be calm
2015-11-10 07:09.10 easylee:in such situations
2015-11-10 07:09.16 easylee:to solve the problems
2015-11-10 07:09.29 easylee:and i still am emotional with things
2015-11-10 07:09.36 easylee:not cold or sth
2015-11-10 07:09.40 easylee:but still
2015-11-10 07:09.50 easylee:since i can act like that
2015-11-10 07:10.01 easylee:something is gone
2015-11-10 07:10.10 easylee:i cant describe it
2015-11-10 07:10.27 easylee:the not knowing and the irrational
2015-11-10 07:10.29 easylee:emotions
2015-11-10 07:10.33 dU.Suz: o.o
2015-11-10 07:10.40 easylee:sometimes are the more alive^^
2015-11-10 07:10.56 easylee:i hope that was understandable
2015-11-10 07:10.57 easylee:.::LOL::.
2015-11-10 07:11.09 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:11.16 dU.Suz: like i said, i like the way you think
2015-11-10 07:11.21 dU.Suz: but he´s not like that
2015-11-10 07:11.27 easylee:u did say that lol
2015-11-10 07:11.28 dU.Suz: he shuts down and people off
2015-11-10 07:11.41 easylee:i know
2015-11-10 07:11.50 dU.Suz: and he won´t change anytime soon
2015-11-10 07:11.58 dU.Suz: it has been like this for the longest time
2015-11-10 07:12.07 easylee:its a defense mechanism though
2015-11-10 07:12.17 dU.Suz: understandable
2015-11-10 07:12.29 dU.Suz: but, i can´t be always smashing walls
2015-11-10 07:12.30 dU.Suz: or trying to
2015-11-10 07:12.34 dU.Suz: i get tired too
2015-11-10 07:12.40 easylee:yea
2015-11-10 07:12.48 easylee:and there are many opportunities
2015-11-10 07:12.50 dU.Suz: and i think i´ve reached my limit
2015-11-10 07:12.51 easylee:for you
2015-11-10 07:13.39 easylee:i always wonder why we tend to circle around
2015-11-10 07:13.43 easylee:certain people
2015-11-10 07:13.56 easylee:even if we could have a better life without doing that
2015-11-10 07:14.07 easylee:its like some kind of destiny
2015-11-10 07:14.21 dU.Suz: eh
2015-11-10 07:14.22 easylee:or binding
2015-11-10 07:14.57 easylee:as i told you one day i have many x girlfriends
2015-11-10 07:15.00 easylee:and
2015-11-10 07:15.09 easylee:still i needed many years
2015-11-10 07:15.24 easylee:to get out of the attraction
2015-11-10 07:15.29 easylee:hy had on me
2015-11-10 07:15.32 easylee:they
2015-11-10 07:15.51 easylee:even if i have a total different life
2015-11-10 07:16.09 easylee:and more than a decade past
2015-11-10 07:16.20 easylee:until there is one day
2015-11-10 07:16.27 easylee:i realize sth has changed
2015-11-10 07:16.41 easylee:and that binding feeling finally is gone
2015-11-10 07:16.58 dU.Suz: yes
2015-11-10 07:17.19 easylee:realtions are a strong part in human life
2015-11-10 07:17.25 easylee:relations*
2015-11-10 07:17.36 easylee:so choose wisely^^
2015-11-10 07:17.53 dU.Suz: i might just be better off on my own
2015-11-10 07:18.11 easylee:as long as u still let me annoy u
2015-11-10 07:18.18 easylee:lol
2015-11-10 07:18.22 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:18.23 dU.Suz: of course
2015-11-10 07:18.30 easylee:then it might be true
2015-11-10 07:18.32 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 07:18.33 dU.Suz: what would my life be without you there to annoy me
2015-11-10 07:18.38 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 07:18.40 dU.Suz: i mean "annoy"
2015-11-10 07:18.47 dU.Suz: it´s not really annoying
2015-11-10 07:18.47 easylee:yes
2015-11-10 07:18.48 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:18.50 easylee:"annoy"
2015-11-10 07:19.20 easylee:you about to leave or do i have time for a cig?
2015-11-10 07:19.27 dU.Suz: you can smoke
2015-11-10 07:19.29 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:19.32 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 07:19.36 easylee:brb
2015-11-10 07:19.47 dU.Suz: sure
2015-11-10 07:22.02 Papa_Emeritus: alo B
2015-11-10 07:22.15 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:22.29 Papa_Emeritus: :"(
2015-11-10 07:22.34 dU.Suz: o.o
2015-11-10 07:25.04 Fireball: hi guys
2015-11-10 07:25.09 Papa_Emeritus: alo
2015-11-10 07:25.13 dU.Suz: hello
2015-11-10 07:25.39 Papa_Emeritus: suz come help me
2015-11-10 07:25.48 Papa_Emeritus: :
2015-11-10 07:29.17 easylee:as i smoke occasionally only, i still
2015-11-10 07:29.29 easylee:kind of high of one cigarteete only
2015-11-10 07:29.33 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:29.34 Fireball: warlord dead?
2015-11-10 07:29.44 dU.Suz: well, i don´t
2015-11-10 07:29.47 dU.Suz: :P
2015-11-10 07:29.50 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 07:29.56 easylee:u dont smoke
2015-11-10 07:29.58 dU.Suz: nope
2015-11-10 07:29.59 Fireball: I wont waste a deemer on him
2015-11-10 07:30.01 dU.Suz: never did
2015-11-10 07:30.58 easylee:i can imagine those discussion nights with friends
2015-11-10 07:31.03 easylee:without smoking^^
2015-11-10 07:31.03 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:31.18 easylee:cant*
2015-11-10 07:31.34 dU.Suz: well, it doesn´t bother me
2015-11-10 07:32.04 easylee:i am a very polite smoker though
2015-11-10 07:32.15 easylee:never smoke with a nonsmoker in one room
2015-11-10 07:32.15 dU.Suz: good to know :P
2015-11-10 07:32.38 dU.Suz: i have to shoo my brother out of my room when he´s prancing with a cig
2015-11-10 07:32.41 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:32.44 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 07:32.57 easylee:i dont smoke in my house anyway
2015-11-10 07:33.03 easylee:always go outside
2015-11-10 07:33.15 easylee:on the balcony or terasse
2015-11-10 07:33.19 Fireball: hups
2015-11-10 07:33.24 dU.Suz: well, i keep telling my brother to do that
2015-11-10 07:33.27 dU.Suz: but he never does
2015-11-10 07:33.27 easylee:^^
2015-11-10 07:33.29 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:33.49 easylee:ive bought myself a huge led lght star
2015-11-10 07:33.55 easylee:on my balcony
2015-11-10 07:34.00 easylee:solar powered
2015-11-10 07:34.13 easylee:its still shining
2015-11-10 07:34.20 dU.Suz: ^^
2015-11-10 07:34.23 easylee:though the day startecd
2015-11-10 07:34.48 easylee:amazing tool
2015-11-10 07:34.52 Fireball: somebody grab the demer
2015-11-10 07:34.58 easylee:the solar panel is inside the star
2015-11-10 07:35.10 dU.Suz: well, that was shit
2015-11-10 07:35.19 easylee:?
2015-11-10 07:35.22 easylee:rofl
2015-11-10 07:35.24 dU.Suz: lol
2015-11-10 07:35.35 dU.Suz: even monsters give me headaches
2015-11-10 07:36.16 dU.Suz: here comes the handyman
2015-11-10 07:36.17 Fireball: join in easylee
2015-11-10 07:38.20 easylee: .::LOL::.
2015-11-10 07:38.30 dU.Suz: of course
2015-11-10 07:39.25 dU.Suz: hmm
2015-11-10 07:39.26 dU.Suz: brb..
2015-11-10 07:41.09 Papa_Emeritus: hiMM
2015-11-10 07:41.11 easylee: gm muff
2015-11-10 07:41.16 theMuffinMen: hy UM :)
2015-11-10 07:41.19 easylee: oops
2015-11-10 07:41.21 easylee: .::LOL::.
2015-11-10 07:41.27 theMuffinMen: easy yo morgen ja :)
2015-11-10 07:41.33 Fireball: gg
2015-11-10 07:41.37 easylee: moin moin^^
2015-11-10 07:41.39 theMuffinMen: gut :)
2015-11-10 07:41.42 easylee: .::LOL::.
2015-11-10 07:41.56 Papa_Emeritus: brb coffe
2015-11-10 07:42.01 Papa_Emeritus: bridge
2015-11-10 07:42.06 Fireball: minas
2015-11-10 07:42.09 Papa_Emeritus: bridge
2015-11-10 07:42.11 Papa_Emeritus: lol
2015-11-10 07:42.12 easylee: .::LOL::.
2015-11-10 07:42.35 easylee: .::LOL::.
2015-11-10 07:42.49 easylee: .::LOL::.